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[Nov. 24th, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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| | hapy bout the cookies i ate!!! | ] |
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| | away from the sun ( 3 doors down ) | ] |
i just had some of the bestest cookies and milk EVER!!! lol well yeah they were so good they are the vinalla wafer kind or how ever it is spelled but who cares it was good!!! and i want some more lol i usuallt eat milk with oreos but i did not have any so i thought that i would improvise lol and i did a good job but the sad thing is that i just ate the last one well thats ok lol haha well yeahi would eat more if i was not so stuffed from all the food i ate today well thats ok i will work it all off when i go to b ball plactice lol i cant wait!!! not i could wait forever!!! no lie well yeah i gots to go (well that is a lie i just 1 cant think of anything else to say 2 am tierd of just babbling on about how good these cookies are or were *TEAR* lol jk and 3 cuz i am tierd of typing) lol well yeah love ya all almost as much as i love the cookies that i just had lol i love ya more well most of you anyways jk!!! muah!!!
STACE THE ACE |
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| flip flip flip lol jk i just got my hair cut and i am fliping it for all of u! |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|02:28 pm] |
i am soooooooooooooo happy right now i just got my hair cut and i love it it is soooooo awesome lol but yeah krysten might come to my house right now ane we are gona take pictures with my sexy new hair lol and if i like them then i am gona put them on my myspace!! well you guys cant see me but i just fliped my hair for all of you loland i love you all and i also love my new hair cut too! lol jk well the thing that makes me sad is that it will never look like this again cuz i cant style it like the people can but who cares it looks good right now haha!
STACE THE ACE (with her sexy new hair cut) lol hehe! |
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[Nov. 19th, 2005|09:24 pm] |
well i have not updated in a while cuz i have had a lot going on with the show and i have been up sooo late every night and have had so much to do!!! well the show is finally over but i still have the 2 at school but those wont be as hecktic so yeah that is good lol well yeah life is not the best but hey i have shoes on my feet a roof over my head "and i am alive and i free who wouldn't wanta be me!!!" (lol it you dont like or listen to country then you would not get what i just out so dont stress over it and hurt yourself thinking to much lol so yeah well anyways ummm yeah i dont really have anything else to say except thanx to all of you who went to the show and even if you did not go for me it still felt nice to know you were out there lol well yeah ummm the show was awesome but after the show SUCED and i mean suced big time for more that just one reason!!!! i never want to see another balloon arch or another peice of confettie in my life well not my life maybe just for a few weeks lol so yeah comment if you care lol jk love ya all well not all of you jk i love everyone just some of you really really tick me off lol well no matter what jesus loves you!!!!!!!!
STACE THE ACE |
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[Nov. 4th, 2005|07:58 pm] |
i forgot to add something to my last entry so if you are reading this it is best to also read the last one too! well what i hate most about guys is that they lead you on and then drop you like a sack of potatoes lol for real thought and the other dumb thing that they do is they say hey did you hear the news i have a girlfriend after they call you every night and talk to you and always flirt with you and do everything to lead you on and on and then they ask you do you think that i lead you on after they tell you that they have a girlfriend!!! what jerks!!! i think you all know who i am talking about and if you dont you are just plain stupid!! lol well what bugs me the most is he leads me on and on and then tells me he has a girlfriend and then asks me was i leading you on! well to you know who you are yes you were leading me on and i liked you a lot and now that you have done to me what you did to leandra and to eraina i finally see that you are not worth all the trouble that you cause! and that there is much better out there who won't make me cry and i waited for your calls every night and i loved talking to you cuz i thought that it meant something but all that it meant was "i am leading you on so that once you think that i like you as much as u like me i will tell you that i dont really like you that much and then tell you i have a girlfriend and pretend that everything is ok" well to let you know it is not ok! i am not the only one that thinks you are dumb when it comes to girls i am just the only one brave enough to tell you so if you want to talk call me cause even though you can really make me mad i still want to be friends and as stupid as this may sound i still like you but whatever i know that i want to talk about it and if you want to talk to then just call me but dont bother calling if you are not serious and if you aren't willing to also talk about it and i want you to know that i dont hate you and i still want to talk and i dont want things to be all weird around us ok so if you are man enough then call me and we can talk about it.
STACE THE ACE
P.S. and i am serious when i say this: i hope that you and bridget are happy and hopyfully you treat her better then you treated me leandra and eraina and i wish you all the best! |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2005|08:19 pm] |
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have you ever felt like you just had your heart wripped out well i really haddenn't till this very moment and I HATE BOYS THEY ARE THE DUMBEST THINGS EVER I HATE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! the only guy a girl can depend on is there dad and there grangpa! and i am so tired of all the crap that has been going on in my life lately and all the stuff i have had to put up with i have just thought of what it would be like of i ran away i know that i wouldn't do it but sometimes i think that it would be so much easier u know well for the past few nights i have eighther cried myself to sleep or thought about all the things that make me want to cry and hold them back as i pretend for everything to be ok and put fake smiles on my face to try to hide it from my parents but everyday it gets harder and harder but not like anyone really cares but what ever life is never easy or fair so just live with!!
STACE THE ACE |
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[Oct. 28th, 2005|07:00 pm] |
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| | isn't it ironic | ] |
if any of you got the impression that i was in love from my last entre then you clearly got the wrong impression lol i never was and am still not in love i am only 13 i dont even love is lol well it is true!! well things have not gotten any better and i think that everyone could tell that i was sad today and they all asked me about it but i hide it once again. it is just everything!! last night i was taking my shower at like 11 and i was the only one awake in my house and i started to think of everything that has happened and i couldnt help but cry i thought of my grandpa and how much i miss him and how much i would give to see him one more time and let him know how much i love him and i thought of how stressed out i have been lately and how much i have to do and the whole other thing. i have been holding in those tears for about 2 weeks and i have been so tierd of holding them in and as i sat there in the shower crying if felt so good to just let it all out i cried so hard i woke up my mom and i had to hide it from her witch is really hard it is soo hard to keep things from partents and as i sit here now typing this i cry and hide it from my parents once again. i also cried myself to sleep last night and it not even about the whole alex thing that is like 10% of it but it is mainly my grandpa it hasn't hit me tell now that he is never coming back and i dont know if i can take it and everything else on top of that does not help make it any easier all i need is a lot of friends right now so i just need you to be there for me please it will mean the world to me bye bye
STACE THE ACE
WISH US LUCK TOMORROW AT OUR GAME AND HOPEFULLY ALL OF THIS WONT EFFECT MY PLAY JUST PRY THAT IS ALL THAT I NEED!!!! |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|07:40 pm] |
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| | all kinds mostly country lol of course | ] |
i have so many mixed emotions right now it is not even funny i have soooo many things to think that i dont even know what to think it may sound weird but some of you might understand i dk i just i am soo mad and then again so happy and also really really sick and tired of people and also cant get enough of others and i just want to scream and i just feel like there is no one to turn to NO ONE!! i also feel as though i have moved away from god and that the worldly things are starting to effect me and they shouldn't and i just wish that some times i had no feelins at all i would never feel hurt, pain, lonliness, and worst of all love but then i think about it and then i realize that i would not be able to feel things like happiness, joy, fun, and love goes under this too love can be good but eventually it comes back to bite you and it bites hard and you end up thinking that it was not worth it in the first place but then you know you would do it again in a heart beat even knowing you would end up getting hurt that is the kind of stuff that love can do to a person and i just dont know what to think ne more! i am soo happy sometimes and then others like i said i want to scream i just think that all this drama is getting to me and i am gonna crack soon and i dk! i am not complaining at all because i have so much and deserve so little and i need to be more greatful and i need to realiz that i am so lucky to have a loving family who suports me in everything that i do and i also have the greatest group of friends ever and i love everything about them and i just want you all to know that! i dont want every one to feel sry for me i want them to be there for me and i want them to know that i will always be there for them too and that i love everyone soooo much and i mean every one
STACE THE ACE
PS you just let me know that you will be there and please pray for me i really need it thanx to all of you!!!! |
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| life is good |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|04:42 pm] |
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this is my whole weekend lol
FRIDAY: i went to the hanks game and "watched" lol them get creamed 10 to 56 or something like that then i went home and watched the little mermaid while sippimg my DELICIOUS cup of ummmmm...... well i dont really remember what it was but i know that is was good lol then i fell asleep zzzzzzzzzz
SATURDAY: got up got dressed went to the school rode the bus all the way out to parkland watch the sevies get bet but that is ok they played there best and that is all that matters then we played and CREAMED parkland and i had some really good hits but what is a good hit with out a good set lol *thanx mandi and jackie for the awesome sets* lol well yeah and then went to my cousins football game (he plays for the eastside cowboys oh yeah go COWBOYS) lol then watch them beat who ever it was that they were playing then i went home and got to some of my homework and then watched the little mermaid again and then watched the little mermaid 2 then did some more homework lol and fell asleep zzzzzzzzzzz
SUNDAY: i went to church and then went home got ready and went to school to practice for one of the lip syncs that i am doing call looks like and angel and then stayed there till 5 30 and then came home started to clean the truck with tyler and then i got to my home work and then started to watch the little mermaid and then fell asleep during it lol zzzzzzzzzzzz
STACE THE ACE
PS i hope that you were all entertained with my shortened version of what i did this week lol and i dont know if you noticed but i really like the little mermaid lol haha "i just dont see things the way he does i dont see how a world that makes such wonderful things could be bad" lol haha and then ariel goes into her song with her very beautiful voice lol haha well yeah that is my whole week summed up alright well i better get to gettin!!!!! |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|05:59 pm] |
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| | none just sponge bob lol | ] |
well there is nothing new in my life so far well i was happy today cuz i was having really good hits in practise well that made me happy lol i feel like i have so much to say and then again i feel as though i have nothing to say at all lol it is weird lol ummmm........... well yeah i like school a lot i guess i love having curtice for the attendance lady cuz then i get to go around and see all of my friends lol but only if your teacher does not send in the attendance lol so if you want to see me then just tell them not to send the attendance and you will see me lol cuz you all know that you want to see me lol haha jk well no i really do have nothing to say lol so i will get to that algbra homework that i have been stalling to get to lol
STACE THE ACE |
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[Oct. 17th, 2005|07:03 pm] |
well my life is going pretty good so far and i am still a little sad about the whole thing but i hope that i can get over it eventually HOPEFULLY lol i will evenytually but it hurts you know and it does not exactly make you feel to good eighther but i know that i am not the only one who has gone throught it!! well i just want to talk to him cuz there are sooo many things that i want to tell him and also questions that i want to ask him and i wont like harass him or ne thing there are just things that need to be settled lol well yeah but that is all that new in my life lol not much i know well yeah so i gots to get to my algebra home work yuck i hate algebra lol esp when it is hard lol well doesn't everyone lol well i gots to go so bye bye
STACE THE ACE |
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| wow i have never had sooooo much corage |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|09:16 pm] |
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i dont ever remember a time when i had as much corage as i did right now i was talking to kristen on the phone with alex and he found out that i was listening and he got mad and then kristen party lined me and i said.............."hey it is me stacy and i was hear with kristen i wanted to tell you that i really really like u a lot and i want you to know that i have not been able to stop thinking about u sense we broke up and now that i know how you feel i am not so sure but all i can say is that you broke my heart and i still like u and do not stop thiniing about you well ne ways gotta go bye" and then i hung up!!!!!!!!!!! see what i mean and you may not think so but that took more corage then you can ever imagine and i hope that as he tries to sleep and all that he thinks about is me and how bad he hurt me just like i have thought about it for the past few days!!!!!!!
STACE THE ACE
PS go terra for standing up to travis it is corage day for the 2 best friends and i am soooooo proud of terra for doing what she did and i love ya soooooooo much terra |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|08:25 am] |
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well today as i was getting ready for church i could still not stop thinking about him and as i sit here writing this i can not stop thinking about him well what ever he apparently does not feel the same or he would not have broken up with me
*tear tear*
STACE THE ACE
PS I AM NOT DESPERATE, JUST SAD AND CONFUSED |
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[Oct. 15th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
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ok well maybe i lied i am sad and i went to the hanks play tonight and all i could think about was alex it was weird but i dk i still like him and i dont know but it was not just me we both got shy when we were around each other and well just because i was not all over him like some girls are does not mean that i did not like him!! well i guess that it really wasn't hitting me until now. well.............. i dk what else to write so i guess it is goodbye
STACE THE ACE
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[Oct. 15th, 2005|03:30 pm] |
hey hey hey well i just got back from peter piper pizza and it was pretty cool i got to spend a lot of time with my buddys but yeah!! well alex and i broke up and i really could care less not to be mean but guys think that when they break up with most girls that they will go and cry, WELL NOT THIS GIRL!!!!!!!! there are way more important things in this world than GUYS!! well all i can say is that he beat me to it and that i was thinking about doing it. and what can i say he is the one who is missing out NOT ME!!!!! lol well i love you all and peace out
STACE THE ACE
p.s. and for ne one who reads this and comments on it dont leave me those stupid comments like "o i am so sry" or "dont cry" cuz i dont know if you can tell but i am not sad!!!!! like i said there are way more important things in this world than GUYS and what else can i say except that there are bigger and better fish in the sea and maybe someone that i have had my eye on!!! lol haha well i gots to go shower now it is about time that i take a shower!!!! lol jk haha o yeah and for the record i was NEVER in love! NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|10:24 pm] |
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im really sry that i did not give you a hug or say hi but i want you to know that i am really sry and that i hope you forgive me and i have something to tell you well i just want you to know that i am really really sry and i feel really bad. i guess that i felt weird around my mom and i thought that you might also fell weird and all i can say is that i am sry =(
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[Oct. 7th, 2005|06:14 pm] |
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| | Shut up just Shut up Shut up (lol) | ] |
well i was in a really good mood during practice and everything and then well something happened at the end and i am am kinda mad (and i wont say any names but someone said something that really really ticked me off) well anyways i will not let it ruin my day lol well anyways i tonight everyone was talking sbout this festival thing and how alex was going but i cant *tear tear* i have to go out to din din with my familia lol and then i have to come home and talk on the computer lol what a plan lol well i gots to go get ready to go out to eat so i gots to go i love you all bye bye
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|08:03 pm] |
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| | the way you kiss the way you cry (old country song) | ] |
i have never felt this way before about a guy i like but for some reason this time it is different sometimes i cant stop thinking about him or the things that he does and sometimes i cant stop thing about the sweet things he says that always make me blush i hope this time it is not a crush but maybe some thing more
STACE THE ACE
i love you all |
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| well just another day |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|06:11 pm] |
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| | SWITCH sry love that song | ] |
well it was just another day in the life of stacy and well it was boring as usual lol well today i had my spanish test and for those of you who have not had it all i can say is good luck and dont even bother studying cuz nothing that you study is on the test so dont even waste your time. this week is going to suc cuz we have so many test it is not even funny well things are going good in my life so far and things are going good with alex too!!! lol well thats pretty much all that i have to say so bye bye for now!!
STACE THE ACE love ya lots!!! |
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| it has been a while |
[Oct. 1st, 2005|12:37 pm] |
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wow it has been so long sence i have updated it is cuz so much has been going on and i have been so busy that my live journal was the last think on my mind some of the things that have happened are good ;) and some really really suc :( you name it i have gone throught it so yeah well no that i am finally updated i have really nothing to say so i will try to update sonner this time lol k love ya all bye bye
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| first day of school |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|05:10 pm] |
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| | texas plates (kellie coffey) | ] |
well today was the first day of school i am finally offically am 8th grader and so far it is cool but what do i know i have only been an 8th grader for what 1 day i am no xpert lol well the one thing that really sucs is that i have homework on the first day of school now doesnt that suc well the reason that i have homework is cuz i am in this thing called class act and well we are considered the advanced theater group so we have harder assignments and well we met over the summer a couple of times and i guess that he is not going to take it easy on us but it will be fun i have to write and scrpit and i have to turn it in on wednesday and i have to make it up all by myself so i have to think funny so i better get to it so yeah i will talk to you all later and will even see some of u at school well i love ya all bye bye
STACE THE ACE |
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